im gonna get back on track!
which track, i dont know but im getting back on my feet and start doing brilliant things that i can think of.
whatever brilliant-ness that will pop up in my brilliant brain.
because i feel like a bum lately,
and maybe i turned into a couch potato..
so now!
im not gonna be a couch potato.
no more.
maybe just on sunday, being a potato is acceptable cos i love sunday and its got a relaxing feel to it
BUT
just on sunday.
for the remaining six days of every week, i’m gonna occupy myself with little things big things
and JUST OCCUPY MYSELF!
omg im going crazy.
just occupy myself till i enrol into college.
because if the world ends this year, which i doubt it will,
i want my world, this tiny land of mine that i have in my head, to end.. in a decent way as possible.
on a side note,
actually this falling and get back up phase happens to me every year, because i hate ending. okay hate is a strong word, im actually afraid of it. and it takes me a while to feel okay and then alright again.
so im gonna try to put an end to it. hmm, an end to being afraid of endings.
because obviously nothing lasts forever and things will either end in a good or bad way. everyone prefers good of course but who knows. yea.
okay i lost track of what i actually wanted to talk about.
anyway! i hate being a pessimist but im not exactly a total optimistic person
so im just the middle
middle east. HAHA
okay not funny, because im south east. HAHA
okay done.
so this is my resolution for 2012, this long post.
off i go, on a jet plane. bye!
