okay i dont know whats up with the title, im just listening to one less lonely girl over and over again. so yeah.
i really hate endings because i get emotional and whatnot but unfortunately, 2011 IS coming to an end. i cant escape it, so i have to face another ending of another great year.
i dont know.
i dont like making my own review of my year but i think i have to do it for this year because i had a great one and it’d be weird if i just blog about it in my own random way, which is short, full of nonsense and confusing.
so yeah, read it or leave…. but i prefer if you read it, of course. :)
anyway,
the end of 2011 marks the end of my schooling years which is cool because if you guys read my blog a lot, i constantly mention how much i hate school, studying, SPM, exams, and just SCHOOL in general. everything about it makes me sick, i dont even like waking up early to go to school. i just hated school so much.
however hate turned into love. HAHAHAHA.
i mean, i hate school but i actually secretly love it….somehow…. i dont hate it entirely of course because school was where i see my friends, laugh with them everyday, have stupid conversations, laugh at teachers and many more.
the memories made in high school are so….funny. we dissected a frog then we had a funeral for it. we slept in class although its important and we have SPM. we laughed at our friends when they gave stupid answers to teachers although we knew that they might have to stand for the whole period.
and then there were so many school events. sports day, hari kokurikulum, hari keluarga and all sorts of hari. and when we mention hari, Harivarma will just come into the picture.
of course we have the all time favourite gossip sessions. whenever there was a free period we would talk in groups and gossip about this and that.
the drama, omg. best thing ever. loads of drama.
jealousy, anger, couple fights, couple made ups, best friends fight, best friends made up, sad tears, happy tears, laughing tears, contagious laughter, contagious yawning, weird lingo, weird people, weird teachers, weird canteen food, weird talks and just so much more!
camps, class trips, games, interclass stuff, competitions.
senior year was the best of course. i would do it all over again, seriously. just repeat peat peat peat peat.
i had my ups and downs,duh. i did have a great year but i had bad days too. it was not all fun and joy, there were tears and painful events but everything was all worth it.
and i learned sooooooooooooooooooooo much. im not talking about biology, physics or any educational things, because thats obvious but im talking about life lessons. myself, friends, people, boys or boy, best friends, parents. so much!
but now that its over, i feel weird.
i think im gonna miss this place that i despise. oh btw im talking about SMKSU not that weird primary school. its all about SMKSU.
moving on,
so yeah. this phase is actually ending, the first quarter of my life. why first quarter? because i think, life is divided into four parts. 1st phase is school, 2nd college, 3rd work, 4th marriage kids blablabla old age. you can divide yours into 5 6 or 7, its your life not mine! BUT mine is divided into 4. so dont laugh at me.
so right now im going to this next phase, next chapter, next quarter of my life, college. i am so not ready for it, in fact, i am scared about it. i am scared of moving on, i am scared of new environment, i am scared of everything about college.
i just hope that everything will be fine.
the thought of being in a new alien environment scares me but i know i can adapt to it,
because thats what i learned in school. adapt to new environment, think fast, be open minded, dont be afraid to voice out, speak up, be heard,
and just have fun.
the key word is fun. just have fun and everything will be alright, right?
high school is over and done with and i hope i will end this year without a single regret. there are 2 weeks left and everything should run smoothly.
in my mind right now, i know there are things i must do, but there are also things that are just best left undone.
oh well,
all i know is that, high school was fun, the people were fun, and everything else was priceless.
we did not make sense, but we did make history.
:)
next post will be just pictures. 2011 pictures. hahaha, nostalgic moment.
till then, hugs and kisses! muah muah!
